Friday, September 18, 2015

ETD January 2016

I have been waiting to post this. 
I guess it's time... So here you go... 


Yes, we are indeed expecting. I just found out yesterday that we are expecting a Baby Girl. All I wanted is for this baby to be healthy all throughout. I can't wait to hold her in my arms and treasure the life of Motherhood.

Just seeing her growing and her heart-beating makes you want to give your all. It's really exciting and quiet scary at the same time, thinking that in less than 4 months, we'll be welcoming a New Born in our Growing Family.

Life is indeed unpredictable.
Creating a Life is amazing and worth living.

Tuesday, September 8, 2015

And for some Great News!


Today was really great start of my work week.

It would have been just another ordinary day until my bosses pulled me out and talk to me in private. They were pretty straight forward and spill the beans. I was just offered a Permanent Position....

It was one of the greatest thing I've ever heard in awhile. It was just so great that I literally had my smile from ear to ear. I can't contain my excitement that I just literally express to them how grateful I am for the offer. I immediately accepted without even thinking. Thinking back, I look hilarious... I was to excited and too happy to even contain myself.

Then I remember a week from today, I had a dream, that the Asst. Manager personally told me about the permanent position. It felt so real, that I woke up disappointed. Fast forward to today, I feel like this is just a dream and it might end. It still feel surreal. I've been working with the company as a Temp for about a year, I started with a different position which is really hard to get permanent, one day I got bored, I wanted to do something different and something more challenging. Then I got offered to what I do now which is Processing, it's still a temp job but it's way different. I gladly accept and started training last February, by April we hit the Floor and started it all by ourselves. I was determine to do the best I can and then finally got recognize about the dedication I'm putting up with my work. It is truly an amazing feeling.

Very Grateful for this opportunity, there's no better timing than this.




Monday, September 7, 2015

thoughts...

One of the things that bother me so much is when people act like they are entitle to tell you what to do with your life. I grew up in a place where people technically mind other people's businesses. Although, not blood related, they tend to consider everyone like a family. I don't have anything against being treated like a family, but there's always a limitation.

It's just became too much that I feel like I don't want to keep quiet anymore. I'm too tired of reading every post and every comments they have on how or what should I do with my life. Granted, they have experienced more and have been unto some rough times as well. But constantly stating something which is not ever gonna happen anytime soon is aggravating and depressing. These people technically know what's going with my family who is back in my home. All I need is some consideration of the fact that these whole thing makes me so upset because I know for a fact that I cannot fulfill it anytime soon.

For sure, they will consider it as a joke or just for them to say something. But don't you have to consider the other person's feelings in regards to this? Some Adults are so inconsiderate about the younger people's feelings. They think, just because they're older they can just tell you what they want for you to do or in their best interest.

My family has been in a constant battle with life for sometime now. I do not want to hear anymore comment or add insult to our situation. Just because on the surface we look fine doesn't mean we are undeniably OKAY. People need to know where they stand. People need to know that no matter how close you are with this person there is always what you call Boundaries.