Wednesday, November 14, 2012

Random Thoughts

I've been thinking about writing something lately but I just can't think of something worth sharing. Well, first, I've been so stressed at work that I can't even continue to expound something in order to make it something worth blogging about. Second, nothing really that interesting to blog out.

So, I've wondered if I could just post something that I feel like worth sharing to the world. It doesn't need to be really interesting to everyone after all this is my blog. Whether you like it or not this is my life.

One of the things that stops me from posting random stuff is because of those people who I don't want to read my Blog might find this and use it against me (not that I have enemies, but I'm just being cautious). I feel like I'm arguing with myself right now and it kinda sounds crazy.

I thought about this a lot...

And what I have decided is just to post random stuff. Whatever I feel like I have the right to say but still know my limits and still respect other people's boundaries. So, I might express an opinion, but I won't judge someone...

Hopefully, anybody who reads this would understand...

Just expressing some thoughts... Trying to blog more and share some views to everyone.

Thank you guys!

Thursday, November 1, 2012

Hurt and Sad

I was never born perfect, I may have flaws but i always tried to please people specially those whom I love so dear. Wanting them to be proud of what you've become but on a certain point they will get used to those good things you've done and some achievements you've made and just one err would cause them to be disappointed in you and begin to compare you with other people who have done something much better. And I guess in my personal opinion the hardest part is being compared to someone. You will start to ask yourself, am I not good enough? Is there something wrong with me? How can I ever please them?

Simple questions with mind boggling answers. Bare with me guys for I am just expressing how I feel tonight. It is not easy being me. Hopefully, somehow... Someday... The time would come that my folks would truly understand that I'm not a kid anymore and I have my own personality and my own way of living. I'm a full grown woman who is married and is starting a life of my own.

I hope and pray to God for some guidance and to uplift my spirit and to cast away the sadness I'm feeling.

I love my folks so dearly and I respect them very much. My only wish is for them to respect my decisions and my boundaries.